i've written a letter to daddy

dear dad,

it seems odd that this is the first ever father's day letter i've written you and you're not around to even read it. hopefully, however, you can feel it. i'm starting to feel your presence more and more each day and that's been quite comforting as i face the anniversaries.

my first father's day without an earthly father.

your first birthday celebration in heaven.

and the anniversary of your passing.

sometimes it seems very surreal. but you'll be happy to know that i have good friends who have helped me get through the rough spots. and, that i'm doing ok. i have a job that i actually like--most days--and i'm focusing more on my passions, which i think would make you happy.

also, i'm thinking about getting a puppy! what kind do you think i should get? yeah, i know, i'm always gone, but you know me, i'm very resourceful!

well, i didn't want much. i suppose you're trying to get some rest so you can get up and watch the final round of the u.s. open. hopefully john h., cephus and mr. white are keeping you company. and i hope you're not losing all of your money to mr. jenkins playing cards. :-)

happy father's day. i think i'm about to do some things you'd be proud of. love you. miss you much. i'll write again soon. promise!